Your father is absolutely right you have nothing but excuses. Your excuses show you lack the maturity and forethought to make a responsible decision or accept responsibility. A car and a phone won't keep you from a job, a bad attitude will. I didn't ride a bike because I wanted to, I did because it's what I could afford (to go to school and work, not to "mingle"). As is currently your car is not safe for nor legal to operate on public roadways and if I or someone who shares a similar view caught you operating it, it would be towed and you would be issued a citation. Throw in a bad attitude and rubbing someone not as friendly as I am the wrong way might get you arrested for obstruction. You should take me treating you as a teenager in a nurturing, motherly way because it sounds like you haven't had much of a parental figure to swat you on the butt to get motivated or remind you to slow down and look at things from a bigger perspective. Sometimes in life people have to g. An extra mile to get the same results someone else got for less, it's not fair but life never really is fair. You need to accept that and learn to make better choices -- a tow, impound, citation and fine are a lot more expensive than taking the bus or walking. God forbid the vehicle breaks down in an area where you cannot push it safely off the road. Your view of women is also deplorable, however, given your arrogant, self-entitled, woe-is-me-I'm-the-victim excuses I'm not surprised you view women that way who are put off by your negativity -- it's not an attractive quality. I see a lot of young men who say similar things, and have a very similar attitude and outlook that you do -- they may have avoided any serious consequences until they were 18 but now they're being held accountable for their actions whether they like it or not. If you were my kid I'd be driving you to therapy, forget getting you a car. You have some unresolved anger at the world and your family that will do you nothing but harm in life if you don't deal with it now. A mature person would make the responsible decision to use safe and legal transportation like a bus or their own two feet. You're going to have to grow up someday, today wouldn't be such a bad day to start.
Look. I dont know you, you dont know me. And i cant explain myself any better. I had enough disipline in my life, matter of fact i had too much. Im not on here to argue about my ******* issues. But since you want to...
Just because my car isnt inspected doesnt mean its "not road safe"
just because its currently overheating doesnt mean its "not road safe"
Just because im "making excuses" doesnt mean im being lazy.
How about wearing my shoes for a ******* week dear sir. Go to my school and see how many people wont talk to you.
And about the women, im sorry i used that word, really i am. I just tried to show you i had a love life, but nope. Im a depressed guy because i havent been in a relationship for 6 years. Nobody around here likes me for unknown reasons. I never disrespect women, never. In fact I AM that kind of guy that sticks up for women. If i see a motherfucker hit a female, im on his ass like police brutality. Real s***. Im being real with you. You dont know me personally. Im a very nice guy if you actually meet me. But i can be your worst ******* nightmare to. Meaning i'll go to prison or dumb s***. Like i said before, im a ticking time bomb to whoever sets me off. But i want peace, not some threats about my car. My car is complety road safe. I drove it for three weeks, with no problem, then overheating occured. Why is that "in your view", a "unsafe problem"? **** some threats man. You really aint scaring me with those threats. Im doing my best not to talk some dumb s***, i came here to get WORD from you people, i been explaining everything the best i can. But go ahead, add more s*** to my list of problems. Just because you got money in your ******* pocket, dont make you better than me and can just threatned me with "oh your car isnt safe because it overheats, year me and i'll call the cops on you". Yeah im part of the minority. I grew up with money problems. You think its so easy to get a job, because your probably fully white, and talk alot more than i do. You all have lives, and i cant even get mine up and running. Im not here to make enemies man. But if its happens, ima just leave this forum. Im not about to sit here and get threatned because im pissing you off because im "making excuses". Im more of a man than most lil niggas i know. I just aint as talkative. I dont need anymore nurturing, im trying to live my life and actually be hapoy for once with myself. The only thing im negative towards, is myself. But i put on a smile just to make people happy. You dont understand my life obviously, man. If you just knew, you would understand. Rs. Your really just like my dad, im out here in general trying to better myself, but yet you wanna sit there and just talk s***, talk s***, talk s***, and threat me. I dont need none of that s***. I had enough of it. Thats exactly one of the main reasons why i was gonna slit my ******* throat when i was young. Im out here trying to better myself and help others who went through similar hell. I've been on this forum for a couple of months, and already i got someone on here hating me. " im not as friendly" Aint this about a b****? Im sorry for mimicking, but you need to understand if i wasnt mature, i wouldnt be confronting you like this.
But Listen, if all you gon do is talk that s*** like my dad, then ima leave. You NEED to understand that other people have BIGGER problems than you and who you know.
Ive gotten jumped with baseball bats by my cousins, jump by people i dont even know, i been stabbed, almost shot by gang members that live up here, ive had my skull cracked and stapled back together, ive almost broke both of my ankles, i've been slapped by women just for being a bit overweight when i was little, oh dont even get me started on the every day of physical bullying everyday on the bus going to elementary and jr high, and got jumped around where i stay with snowballs with rocks in them. All wgile under the age of 15. Im just an object to people, all the s*** i've done for people, i deserve more than a just a ******* car. I NEVER ask for anything in return upon helping people. You though. You just wont understand obviously, you wont understand my life and where i came from in this situation. Its just not as easy for a big ass half and half guy to get a job. You just dont get it fr. I barely want. I sacrificed my Dr.Dre beats laptop, and my PS4 Just to get a plate on this car. I was close to giving away my tv as well. Might even do it to put it towards my car. This is who i am, i will GLADLY sacrifice my WANTS, just to get my NEEDS up and running. Im not getting a damn bike, like i said. I am mature, your just to blind to see it.
Why? BECAUSE YOU DONT KNOW ME OR MY ****** UP LIFE. (sorry to rant)
But this is what i have to put up with everyday in person, i get scolded upon because i try.
I get scolded upon because im shy and desperate.
Im telling you, if anyone else lived my life, they wouldve just cut their throat when it came to it. This is making me feel i shouldve done it. Thanks alot, dad for ruining the rest of my weekend. All i wanted was suggestions. But heres a suggestion for you, if you are gonna reply and threat me again with the stupid ass cops, (yes, im part of the "**** the system" kind of guy) then im gonna report you for using the law to threat me for something thats innocent. I didnt do s*** to you. If i go out here and get killed or hurt by this car, then you can laugh on my grave and say "i told you so". And im literally dead serious. I'll write a note to keep in the car in case, so my family knows i gave you permission so my brothers and my aunt aint out for your blood. s*** you can even dig up my body and slap the **** out of me. But "Its just another teen life taken by a car", huh?
Im not your average teen these days. All they do is WANT WANT WANT. im in their age grouo and i hate the s*** myself.
But im really sorry for being "lazy" or "dedicated". You know, i take full responesibility for ALL my actions. If i punch a guy, its not out of anger, its because i WANTED to do it. I'll take full blame.
If i kill myself, i'll take full responsibility.
But unless your god himself, nobody can tell ME how i am in MY life. Even though im Agnostic, i still think theres a god and devil, but i feel god is punishing me. And how the hell am i gonna get a job with no phone or car?
One: i need a notification from the job, im not gonna keep going to the job everyday, riding a bus or whatever wasting money if the job wont hire me.
Yeah im typing a s*** load because your making me do it. Hope you like stories of real life, friend.
Let me guess, all of this is a "excuse" to, huh?
Im not taking this funny, or anger wise. But go ahead, talk about how im just making up excuses. If so, im seriously sorry for upsetting you. All i thats in my nature is to help people,but so far all im doing is turning them against me. You can come and use me as a body bag if you want, im used to the pain. :/