terrible new guys. your support is much needed

WOW! im at a loss for words......this is horrible! im very sorry this happened.
i sat here reading and couldnt help but get all choked up over this. ive been with my g/f for almost two years also and i dont know what i would do without her. good luck bro and try to keep all the happy memories flowing through your mind forever. remember that things will be hard at first...... just keep your head up as much as possible and know they BOTH are r.i.p in a better place now. take care
 
thanks all of you, even the ones sending me pms and ims that aren't posting on here.. there are a ton of you guys out there that really do care. i don't have a clue what i would say to someone else in my position. i can't help but to think of all the great impacts she made on my life, and even if i knew i was going to loose her in another year and a half-two years, i would do it again because it was the best damn two years of my life bar none.

please guys, do not let your wife, kids, anything get a tiny little car like that. she was only 5' but that car was wayyy to small. i don't want any of you to have to go through this.
 
From : Nikiti Jones <LIL_KITAJANE@HOTMAIL.COM>
Sent : Monday, March 29, 2004 9:15 AM
To : l_minus_l@hotmail.com

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damnit i miss you.... <!--emo&:(-->
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i've realized that i really am in love with you like i thought i was. i knew i loved you and i knew you loved me, but i wasnt sure if it was true enough to give up everything....but now that we've been through all this i've realized that it really is...that i love you more than anything...that you are the one for me. and that all i have to give you is my heart...and its all yours. you are my soul...before i met you i had half of it....now that i'm with you, i have it all...you completed me.
 
There's not much more that I can say here....I wish you the best, buddy. Stay strong and survive through this. I'm sure evreryone will be there for you. I'll also pray for your lost loved ones. They are in the hands of god (whichever one you believe in) now.
 
From : Nikiti Jones <LIL_KITAJANE@HOTMAIL.COM>
Sent : Wednesday, May 5, 2004 1:34 PM
To : l_minus_l@hotmail.com
Subject : RE:

god damn it i'm in love with you... <!--emo&:)-->
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hehehe mine cars faster than yours :P hahahha
you better not get a turbo and act a fool and wreak...i wont if you wont. <!--emo&:)-->
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thats so sad. my condolences go out to you and the friends and family of the people involved. reading things like this really upset me because it makes me realize just how quickly it could end and how i take so many things for granted sometimes. i cant imagine if something were to happen to my wife, but in all honesty, i do think about it once in awhile. usually i feel like im going to vomit, but its like im trying to prepare myself because you just never know. i think about what she would do if anything ever happened to me and i talk with her about it because i know she doesnt like to think about that kind of stuff. i tell her that no matter what happens, it all happens for a reason. this is what you have to remember. it may seem like the end of the world but you just have to think about what she would want you to do.
its hard for us to tell you how to act because we arent going through it. all i can say is keep your head up and you know that if you need anything, we are all here for you.
 
"Derek, i am head over hills in love with you <!--emo&:)-->
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"i love you...your my one and only and i want it that way from here on out."
"i love you with all my heart. now and forever"
 
Wow if it means anything your the first loss ive felt sorrow for... I know its tuff iv ebeen there all to many times and have broken alot of s***, like my windshield... Anyhow dude seriously i no its alot of s*** and youll ask WHY forever but stop, understand that your wonderfull girl which i can tell from those pictures... had he time to punch out just like the rest of us, the best thing to do is be with people.
 
i dont know why reading this is effecting me like this but reading your posts and seeing those pics really chokes me up.. i feel in some way bonded to this forum and seeing one of its members go through an ordeal like thisgets to me.. im very sorry that u lost her and her brother, u r a very brave person for going through this ( more brave than i'll ever be).. i wish i had words to make the hurt go away... u and his/her family will be in my thoughts and prayers..stay stong and eventhough she has passed away her spirit live on in your memories
 
Minus said:
From : Nikiti Jones <LIL_KITAJANE@HOTMAIL.COM>
Sent : Monday, March 29, 2004 9:15 AM
To : l_minus_l@hotmail.com

<!--emo&:(-->
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<!--endemo--> i gotta go in like 5 min.
damnit i miss you.... <!--emo&:(-->
sad.gif
<!--endemo--> i think i'm dieing

i've realized that i really am in love with you like i thought i was. i knew i loved you and i knew you loved me, but i wasnt sure if it was true enough to give up everything....but now that we've been through all this i've realized that it really is...that i love you more than anything...that you are the one for me. and that all i have to give you is my heart...and its all yours. you are my soul...before i met you i had half of it....now that i'm with you, i have it all...you completed me.
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i feel for you through tear-soaked eyes from reading this. you completed her. now that she is gone, she must be so lucky to have you to look back on.
 
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Iam sorry.....Iam really trying to think of something to say but....It is hard to lose a loved one. What I did, was to try to think of all the good moments and keep them allway in my mind and heart. It's hard to move but shuch is life and I think she would want the best for you always. And if you ever feel sad TALK to your family or to us your MAZDA family. Keep up your spirt up and faith, and take it slow.......Take care
 
Dude I would wright down all that you want to say to her, all tat you miss about her and the moments you spend with her. And wright till you let it all out and cry..because if you don't let it out it's going to eat you. I don't know you but I know how much it hurts and I would not whant this for anyone. So try to take my advice and look up and thank God because everything happens for a purpose....PEACE
 
im sooo sorry to hear this. i cant even imagine what you're going through. i have been dating my girlfriend for 2 years and a month now and is also wife material and cant even imagine losing her, it makes me almost teared eyed just reading this. i dont know what to say. there is nothing that can be said to make you feel better. im sorry. hope u get through this as good as possible. i feel for you
 
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