s*** man, i just realised this was here.... man it takes a lot for me to be moved, but **** man i'm just about to cry, i hope your coping alright, going through great loads of s*** is just crap.... - most of all i wish all the best to her and your firends familes, and the rest of your friends... life is something we all take for granted, and its scary to know that we may one day have to deal with the death of our own children...
man if your still down see a doctor, not to forget about it, but they can help you deal with the pain of losing someone so close....
anyway thats enough talking for me, i could seriously write a novel.... i've just been through so much s*** lately myself, and its just been nightmarish